I hate being the cause for you being miserable.

I can't deny the fact that you were in amazing a boyfriend because you were. I enjoyed every minute of falling in love with you and sharing the memories that we did.

It's my fault everything is messed up now. My feelings changed and that scared me.

I felt guilty every time you would say "I love you" and I wouldn't feel that way anymore. I felt guilty that my thoughts for you turned from thoughts of love and compassion to thoughts of friendship. I felt terrible for neglecting you for a semester and being busy all the time and not talking to you as much.

I couldn't let myself live with these thoughts and feelings and act like everything is okay around you. I'm sorry it had to be this way.

As for him, he has nothing to do with my decision to break up with you. I started questioning my happiness in December and I didn't start hanging out with him until the beginning of February. You don't have the right to threaten him and you don't have any reason to hate his guts.

I'm the one you should be angry at.